Battle Cry,

Hi guys, back on comp again. Guess what, it's the first day of the HOLIDAYS baby!

But I'm not feelin' anything, not yet perhaps? But seriously, I don't find holidays any wow now. Results, hah, all went down and mommy's really disappointed. I've never gotten such a long and irritating silent treatment from her since like forever. It's been two days and she'd been nagging and nagging oh my god okay I get it, shut up for now.

And guess what, my holidays are all cramped. With choir practices, tuitions, school trips and camps. Wowwow. I am feeling really really mother fucking stressed up already. With all the PEER pressure and MOTHER-FATHER pressure. Study study study, like dude, it's the holidays. Chill a lil' bit for once can?

Leaving SG with the sec 2 cohort to Malacca this Monday. 2D1N yay! And woohooo I'm the only one cheering because of the short time there! Why? Because you're not going. ): Everyone has their baby/crush/boy-of-their-dreams by their side and I'm just sitting there like... yup okay. Will miss you tons. But would you?

Have been on Tumblr since forever. I miss it, even though I've left it only for like 10 minutes hahahahahahahahahhahahaah.

Oh, I am really honored to have wonderful pretty girlfriends. But it sucks just being with them sometimes because I feel really stupid with them. Not in the bad way. Just that, they're all so skinny and beautiful but I'm just there standing like a fat ass, so fugly. Hah fuck my ugliness + fatness. I need to be thinner.

Time check; 11:55pm. Still waiting for your text, like what you've promised/said. I guess no expectations = no disappointments again huh. Oh weeeeeeell I shall have faith, again!

Really disappointed that we can't go out on a movie date tomorrow. Fuck I feel shaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaag ~

Bye bye miss me.