Roll The Credits,

Hi people, today's the 11th of the first month January of the new year 2011. 11/1/11 awesome much. So I spent the three days in RWS w/o telling anyone except my Twitter. I feel safe talking to myself on Twitter and of course Tumblr. DUH they're make me feel so much guarded with whatever I say or feel, as compared to Facebook - where everyone (anyone) can see/comment.

Fuckthisshit I haven't complete my holidays assignments hooray. I can never do English homeworks 'asap' I don't know why! Look at those who'd gotten their hol homeworks later than me, they'd already handed the homeworks up last week wtf I'm such a loser. Then I start to think again. Perhaps I'm going to overthink things again. Who cares, it's me, I love to do that.

I mean, I find myself changing since p6. I was always so 'ON' like what my friends would say but then each time I look into the mirror now, I find a different me. A bad-different me. I see a lazy and totally not motivated girl in the mirror and I realise it's me. That ain't good because the feeling is like .. squashing yourself in a blender machine like an orange or something IDK. All I know is it is bad );

I just hope there's someone who can really be there with me when I need him/her. Oh well mindless dreaming.

Okay it's already 2.10 PM now, I guess they're already release from assembly! Hahahaha I'll find time to do my homeworks soon, SOON OH MY GODDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDD.