Tomorrow );

Aww tomorrow's choir again I'm not sure if I have that confidence and thing to do really great, as great as normal/usual practices. Please god help me );

I've been having this fucking annoying nervousness within me for 3 years now. It sucks. Cuz each time I'm being called upon to sing in front of the entire choir - be it solo or lvl by lvl - I get all panicky; my voice'll be shaky, my palms will turn sweaty, my heart will be racing like shyt, my brain will go blank, my throat will be stuck.

And srsly for having that for 3 years really piss me off cause I wanna sound good in front of the choir, I wanna sound like how I should be souding and have been sounding.

Please god, I've been practicing for days and I'm sure I've gotten almost all of it in my brain. I know I can but I don't know why I just couldn't at the very 3 minutes when I can in all other practices and normal choir rehearsals etc.

Fuck my life hardcore laah. Please, I just wanna be good. ):

Let this fucking nervousness inside me shoo away for good please. I know it's me, only I can rid it but I just don't fucking know how. It's so frustrating y'know. Cuz I know I can.

HELP.