I Have To Survive Okay,

Hello life, please give me some choices, some good choices to choose. Because sometimes, life, you suck. hehee

Today, is 5th awesome awesome. Woke up at the usual (early) time, feeling waaaay too sleepy gosh. See, that's the consequences you have to face for sleeping late the previous night. But I guess it's worth it for last night - till midnight, to text you.

I was happy in the morning. :) *smilee Oh, received a text from dear, yesh ismly too.

Reached school at like what 6.50am early right right (well duh cause my sister isn't going to school these 3 days beginning from ytd). Was chatting w the usuals in the canteen. BANAI arh hehe! Did duty w Valerie senior again. We survived the attire checks AWESOMEAWESOME

Went back to class - PE was inturn changed into a free period -, damn fuush my life hah. But glad you were happy with the others, smiling laughing and all. Revised history w Weiying Zerline. They are really great and smart, super unlike me though haha..

MA, yeah quite alright haha right ex-baby bean :D Anw, we wrote a letter to cherylng. Literature, shucks we need more time for this subject okay! Oh and I'm so freaking not getting that so called free 10%, fuck.

Recess, yeah I guess it was actually the only nice time in this whole schooling day. :) Darn it, we didn't get the chance to see the whole 'commotion' but hope Sam's fine. Geog, slacked I guess, nothing much hah.

Science, okay. Art, okay. [if you know, there's something wrong with 'okay' right]

Hah I was actually feeling slashing myself so much till I die from severe loss of blood, yeah I would love that then.

Thanks to loves and great people. Christabelle Soozhen Hongyu Weiying Naxuan Samantha. And not forgetting, my awesome mommy.

I'm proud of my art work haha like omg finally. Thanks muchmuch to MsToh - she helped me by just starting colouring Patrick only lah. Others, I did them myself, i tried my best anyhoo. Byebye school. Walked to 1F alone, others went home, and I don't want to trouble them. Thanks Travis Nicholas for passing his paper to JJ uh. HAHA YAH RIGHT travis :D

J8 with my mom etc. YAMI brightens up my day a lil bit. Oh well.

hi girl. it's been like days since 'mama' have appeared in your blog haha. hey i don't want you to think like 'ohhh here we go again, don't care her, she always like that wan' because it ain't true, well partly. but it's like that because i feel that we're having this distance you know and i really hate that. i feel that i can't make you laugh smile, etc like how the others can. i feel really pathetic. "That should be me~" true true.. i really hope we can be like the past, or at least better than what we are now, like just now. because sometimes your ignorance to me is really hurtful and hard to take it. i feel really useless when there will always be smileys excitement happiness and hearts in others but not me. hardly. hardly you know. it hurts. i don't want this to happen. i bet neither of us want to right. oh well.

love, (if you still care) mamabean.