Cheryl,

"I suck to be anyone's last resort, especially when they mean everything to you. It feels like you're being used."

"We give so much yet receive so little in return. We say "I love you" to those who mean the most but only be ignored. We change for people but they don't appreciate it. We give them our time but they don't even say a simple thank you. We forgive them when it hurts the most but they don't even forgive you when you make a simple mistake. We give so much but get all these in return. Is it worth it?"

:(

But I guess it's worth it, because well, I cherish our friendship and everything that we had.

I always feel really down when I see how people always gets hearts and everything when I get nothing but .. yeah. Oh well, but still, I will stand by you and catch you whenever you fall, I'll be at a respective distance and yeah, I'll be there when you need me.

although I fail at making you laugh and smile nowadays.. What a failure I am huh.