FMLLL,

- I never thought I would post this post at all. But i guess I shall use it now -

Don't stop me. I can't take it anymore. Like fuck, I am a dumbass AND a fatass la srsly. I kept looking at the photos of others and compare them with mine and what I am NOW. Like I'm a total fatass. You are slim, don't say that I am.

Look at me now. I have a bloated stomach. I have a tummy. I feel like killing myself or starve myself to death. Yesh death. I hate myself for eating. Like wtf kill me.

Why can't I be like the other girls who can happily eat as much as they want, whatever they want and not get fat. I am fat. Fuckthisshyt la. FML, kill me. I'm so fed up with myself. God damn it, why am I even alive?

Look at them. Just look at them. They are so pretty (like what people say, chio) and slim but wtf look at me, fugly and fat. My face can just srsly break any mirror okay.

And now, people are mugging like crazy but I am not. I'm not even touching my homework. FUCK MY LIFE. Assholes, why yall so smart already still want to mug and study so hard manszxc. Don't say I'm smart. I AM JUST LUCKY FOR GOODNESS' SAKE. How many times must I repeat myself that I'm just LUCKY. I've been saying that for fucking years and I had enough god damn it.

GREAT, now I'm fat and idiotic. FML. Seriously, fuck my life. Looking at my tummy just kills me alot. Looking at my studies just kills me alot. Fuckmylife. Kill me now srsly.

If you don't understand me, keep your mouth closed.

Goddamn I think my moodswings are fuuushing back again -,- FML, why must I be a girl. DAMN. IT. FMLFMLFMLFMLFMLFMLFMLFMLFMLFMLFML, I'm fat and useless and pathetic and idiotic and dumb and worthless and FAT.

So what if I have abs and muscles. They are hidden with my FATS what. tsk. FML why can't I be like the other normal girls.

And fuck shit, my mother just suddenly changed her mind like that, and that means I cannot buy my BIGBANG CROWN STICK for Kpop Night concert anyfuckingmore. FUCK THE LIFE SERIOUSLY. asshole -,-

The feeling of saying 'no, sorry, thankyou' just now on the phone with BBSGVIP is so fucking saddening and stressful okay. Fuck my life. I WANT IT. AND YOU JUST TOTALLY RUIN MY WHOLE FUCKING DAY. THANK YOU, IT'S ALREADY 7, THEY'RE ALREADY LEAVING SOON. FUCK YOU. FUCK THIS SHNITTY LIFE. FUCK EVERYTHING. FUCK MY LIFE.

I WISH I COULD DIE BECAUSE I CANNOT TAKE ALL THESE PRESSURE ANYMORE.