Dear dear,

Dear dear (hehe),

Although you might not see this dedicated-post-for-you, I'm still writing this for ya okay. It's awesome because it's fifth again. Haha I just love saying 'it's fifth again' again and again each month. Because it symbolises another new month for the both of us to go through together, as one.

HAPPY ONE AND A HALF YEAR ANNIVERSARY MY DEAR ♥.

We had really been through alooot together right right. I miss you hellot. And all the ups and downs only made us stronger. Though there were times when I needed you the most but you weren't there - it's alright dear.

Whenever I say 'i love you' I mean it, for real. Each time. Till now. Non-stop. Haha our love is so strong it can turn the whole world upside down and around and around and around..

I don't know if we will ever go back to the past again soso ever sweet but I'm definitely sure that our hearts will always be together as one. Let's go through more in the future together, heart to heart okie? :)

I remember our cute promise of entering a JC together like what we are now, in secondary school. Yeah it will come true, I believe it will.

We had one or two quarrels in the past - jealousy problems and moods-stuff. We both agreed they were silly and seriously hurtful to one another. Promise no more sad and harsh words already okay love. Don't wanna hurt no more.

And sometimes I feel really really pathetic. For each time I start a conversation first, I feel super annoying - I feel that I am annoying you. And by saying that, I feel that I am more annoying you. Gosh, I suck right. ): I'm sorry if I'd ever annoyed you, you know I didn't mean it. I just really miss you.

And there were times that I feel really lousy, and I need your usual comfort but ..failed. Ouch those were really the times when my heart felt like it just got pierced by a fucking sharp knife and shot by many bulletguns. I need you and I wish you were there.

Oh and each time you didn't reply, it aches a little inside because it means you're tired - I'm sorry for tiring you. And it's like I've done so much but I received so less, ohwell like what they say 'It's always best to give than receive.'. Hmm but it hurts you know.. Nevermind. I'll smile and ignore them again then.. Like this, :)

And even though many people said we are reeeally slow when it comes to making progresses, well yeah, let's heck care them lah hehe. Though some responses and actions are bonuses <:

I really miss how we were/used to be in the past, y'know the first few months last year. We were awesomely sweet together. I love how you would always text me and reply with all your mushy talks hehe. And I love (and miss) waking up in the morning with your sweet 'YO! Good morning (etccccc)' or just any random Good morning texts. They are shuuuper sweet :')

But we hadn't stay up late at night and chat till 12mn every 4th for like two or three months already. But trust me, I had been staying up late and staring at the clock till it strike 12. I don't care if you had already fallen asleep. But I know I will send you a text at twelve for sure, no doubt. Because I feel that no matter how fuushing tired I am, I feel that it's already part of me to do that each 4th.

And cause it aches a little, because I knew you wouldn't do that like we used to in the past. You would always tell me Goodnight or saying that you're not replying first, then no reply. But now is like a sudden no-reply status. Haii nevermind.. Just that, I really miss the old past, can't we go back?

I still remember what you would always say at the end of each of our texts, 'ismly P;' or any other sweet words. Yeah... :) And you would always care for me etc. I love you. I miss you.

'No texts, no calls, no nothing but still I'm thinking about you like mad ♥' - so true haha. Whenever there is like nothing, no responses from you, it's so true. In fact, I think about you like crazy all the time <:

(Speaking of which, I just clicked 'send' to you. Haha you mc ♥)

Okay I find this reallllly long already haha all in all, ISuperMissLoveYou,MyDearosh P; Hehe we will say this every 5th.

Ooh great your reply (:

Eternal. Love. ♥. I love you my boy. Forever and always hehe.