If I could rewind time you bet I would do it right now. Cause I hate what I am now. I want the old back. I hate the new cause it sucks.

Now you make me want to break down. I want to. But I can't cause there's people at home.

Girl, you know I love you and miss you. But sometimes I'm sorry I can't be with you cause we're different as in in CCAs and stuffs.

But it's like whenever I'm with you, this other girl would pop up and starts chatting with you about things I don't know. You guys are so close. Yes I agree that I met you later. And I don't know those 1G or 1H people or etc.

And no, you're not dumb. I'm the real dumbass. I miss the past us. I want it back. But maybe things have changed. I hate the changes. I want you back girl.

But it's like you have so many people who loves you and cares for you. So when I'm not around you, they'll be there for you. You don't need me. It's alright. Really, it's fine with me. I'll be fine.

I'll just sit there quietly and watch everything pass. It's fine with me, really.

Seriously, I can see you're happier with the other loves of yours. You need them not me. I'm sorry for making you sad all the time .

You see, each day your tagboard will be flooded with your loves. So it's alright when I'm not in there...

I love you. I miss you. I miss us. :(

Gosh my eyes are tearing up real soon. I'm fighting back tears.