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Sunday, March 28, 2010

I'm Sorry But I Just Couldn't,

My friends have been asking me why I had been so emo and quiet nowadays. I've been tired and sick. Hush. I really want to express my feelings but I simdont have that mind and energy to do so. I'm tired of all these stupid coldness. I just couldn't do it. You look so happy then. I don't wanna break this thing up just becaus of my own selfishness no. So I kept quiet about this. Silence. Sometimes watching life pass by silently is the way to examine a situation or a person closely and vividly.

Life is always full of these stupid challenges and obstacles, so let's face 'em. But how? I am not really certain too. Because I, too, make misakes. Nobody is perfect so why this?

I don't understand, I just don't. Do you?

I don't know whatbullshyt I'm typing now but these are just what came through my mind now.

I really want o chat and spill out my emotions but I am so very tired. I feel like crying. I really do. Help. I could feel these tears welling up in my eyes now. Soon, very soon, they'll come rolling down. I don't think you even cared.

This post is for many people that I will not mention directly but it's definitely not anyone from my beloveds ♥ And haha nope it aint any relationship probs dudes.

I guess I am gonna cry myself to bed secretly again. bye babes.

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