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Sunday, September 13, 2009

Damn it,

Damn. My head is currently blocked by 'Why's, 'How's and 'What's. Why am I always feeling nervous about almost all the subjects? How am I gonna make it for PSLE? What am I gonna do? Why do careless mistakes always stick with me? How am I suppose to do? What am I doing?
Argh. Headache. Seems like even the owner of my brain (me) can't solve the problem. It's always this. I could not concentrate FULLY with all the noise during exams. Weird huh? Well yeah because those annoying noise of correction tapes, pens, rulers, pencils, whatever they have, dropping. It's just so irritating and distracting to me. I don't know why I have anxiety breakdowns. Usually, I'm just chilling out and relaxed but when it comes to examinations, I can't. And it's just like all the efforts, time, practices and all that are wasted on my idiotic, stupid, annoying careless mistakes. Careless. Careless is the word. Why am I so careless? Argh. Just the thought of the word makes my mind ache.
Argh,
feel like so pissed off. Because of these careless mistakes, I get lower grades. And because of that, people think that I'm dumb. I am not dumb. I know how to solve those questions. I know. But I don't know why do I have such stupid careless mistakes! Because of these careless mistakes, I did not get A! Because of them, I get a B when I can score at least 80! Argh. -,-
Whats wrong with me?!!
Argh Argh Argh!
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